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Running is my drug of choice

Running is my drug of choice. It changes the way I view my world, myself, and my health. Since my DNF at Voyageur 50  caused in part by a foot/overuse injury, I have not ran. The injury started out as a minor sprain earlier this spring that happened while I was doing hill repeats/sprints when I somehow tripped in the process, bending the toes back a little too far and leaving the toe next to the big toe on my right foot very angry.

I’m sure it would have healed up and been just fine in a matter of days had it not have been for the roofing job on a steep pitched roof I started the next day. Running up and down that steep roof for 5 long days really aggravated it. Another roofing job the following week further beat it up, followed by 26.2 miles at Grandmas Marathon, and then a job where I spent a couple weeks finishing a small apartment/living accommodation, in the back of an airplane hangar. This job required me to park my tool trailer and set up my saws a long way from where I was working creating a lot of running back and forth with tools and materials. According to Garmin, I was averaging about 12,000 steps a day on that concrete and as far as the toe was concerned, the job was the equivalent of taking a large sledge hammer and whacking it a few more times. Then there was Voyageur 50. This was a 50-mile race through some steep terrain that I had signed up for months before I had a sore toe. I knew full well going into it that toeing the line of voyageur 50 despite the sore toe wasn’t the smartest thing I had ever done, but I did it anyhow. By somewhere around mile 15 the toe was twice the size of my other toes and my opposite leg was starting to have issues because I was running so out of whack at this point  trying to spare the toe. In other words, it didn’t work out well… The hills at voyageur were steep and it was impossible to spare the toe no matter how I tried to run. Somewhere at the bottom of a hill I tripped on a root or rock and did a Fred Flintstone, turning those feet as fast as I could make them go, running up on the  tip tops of my toes to avoid a faceplant in the rocks.  the end result was a very angry toe, and that anger seemed contagious as now the ball of my foot right below the toe was just as angry. No doubt, Voyageur left the biggest mark of all.

That was over a couple months ago. I have not run in what seems like forever since then and for the past few weeks, I have really been missing it, to the point it’s been making me CRAZY. It has affected my mood, my sleep, and my mental health. I can feel the anxiety normally released in the process of running, building up to the boiling stage.  I want to run. Riding bike doesn’t bother the toe in any way shape or form, but I’m not addicted to biking.  For whatever reason, I WANT TO RUN…  Saturday was the Ely marathon. Earlier this year I had hopes on entering the portage division. This is where you run the marathon while carrying a 30 some pound canoe. A 26.2-mile portage they are calling it. Waking up Saturday morning and seeing my wife getting ready to head to Ely for her race made me really question my decision to not enter before registration closed. Race day registration wasn’t an option so at that point,  I couldn’t have ran if I wanted to. My wife was running the half, and several friends were running the full. Since I couldn’t join them, I did the next best thing and loaded up my bicycle and headed to Ely so I could ride the course and cheer them on. The Ely marathon follows an awesome course that wanders/rolls along the edge of the wilderness/BWCA along the southern end of the Echo Trail, a road well known for its scenic beauty of pine studded granite. This time of the year the fall colors are just getting started, further adding to the scenery. I had a an awesome time riding along along the course while  cheering people on and saying hello to friends.  If any of those friends are reading this and wondering why I didn’t make good on my promise to see you again along the course, it was due to a flat tire that left me walking… Not only was I now walking, but doing so in stupid hard plastic shoes that make a clicking sound on the pavement while pushing a bike with a flat tire, as runners continued passing me by…

I went to bed that night thinking about running. I slept hard and dreamed about running, and then woke up thinking about it.  I couldn’t take it any longer. I had to go for a run. So Sunday morning, off I went, sore toe and all. The weather was misting, 40 degrees, with a ripping east wind but I knew if I put that nasty wind to my back it wouldn’t be as bad. So I started out slow, running to the west to keep that cold/wet wind at my back.  I was very careful those first couple miles, moving along at more of a trot then a run. I wanted to make sure that toe warmed up slowly because I could feel it a little. By the time I had went 3-4 miles I was finding my groove and feeling good. By dumb luck I noticed a faster cadence made all the difference between feeling the toe or not so from that point on I concentrated on form, keeping my cadence in the upper 170’s while making sure my feet were landing behind me.  Somewhere around mile 5 I had an epiphany where it all came together, making it feel as if I was was turning/riding on a wheel. I was running that smooth and it felt sooo good. Happy chemicals started flooding my brain. My toe did not hurt.  My body took on the feeling of a finely tuned well-oiled machine. My consciousness elevated into something that can’t be explained, but only experienced. Clarity, simplicity, easiness, peace, harmony, contentment, pleasure, zero pain, at that point, like most addicts, I wanted more. It felt so good that I couldn’t leave well enough alone.

In my mind faster equated to more, and I wanted more, so I picked up the pace, nice and easy at first, then slowly easing into a pace fast enough to crash and burn. My toe started screaming out, this time It sounded off really loud, making sure I got the point. I listened to it out of fear of pain to come, slowing down to a crawl where I was somewhat rewarded with a couple more miles of my fix pain free.  But like all mind-altering substances, eventually you run out and the high wears off. This is the stage where you go from high to hitting the dirt with your face.

Hopefully I didn’t destroy the toe to much on yesterdays run, but it did leave me limping again.  I’m having a really hard time fighting this addiction. Hopefully I don’t relapse again before the toe gets its act together. Really wishing for Wild Duluth 50K. No doubt I’m going to need a fix by then. Stay tuned…

Increased Cardiac output while following a ketogenic diet

 

 

I LOVE my cardiologist. Although we might not agree on everything,  he is willing to sit and discuss stuff with me in detail as no other cardiologist has ever taken the time to do. He is 86 years young, and still practicing medicine at the Mayo Clinic Rochester. Talk about an inspiring person. I hear from all the staff he works with, about how he sees more patients in a day than most other doctors…  Not because he spends less time with his patients, but because he never sits still, often working through lunch, and staying late into the evening. On the day of this last visit, he worked through lunch to see me, still spending upwards of 45 minutes discussing my case. There is no doubt in my mind that he does what he does because he has a passion for saving lives, and he loves people. Not all doctors are created equal in this respect and I would urge anyone not happy with their current doctor to look for one they feel is truly interested in their recovery, not one just going through the motions of meeting their quota of patients and scripts.

I think it’s also important to realize that no matter how well-intentioned our doctors are, they have many limitations placed on them by the medical system. If they do not tow the line so to speak and stay within the pre-described boundary’s set by the institutions they work for, they will not be allowed to practice medicine anymore. So don’t expect to find any doctors willing to  support and prescribe healthy lifestyle measures alone, not because lifestyle measures do not work, but because this is simply not how your doctor has been trained. They must use only the tools given them in the toolbox provided them so to speak. Any variance from this could very easily ruin their career.  therefore, do not expect them to jump up and down for joy when you start seeing result they can’t reproduce since your using a tool unavailable to them. Good intentioned or not, they can’t offer to the rest of their patients a tool that’s not in their toolbox, just because it worked for you. When I first started seeing results, I really thought the doctors would share my enthusiasm but this wasn’t the case, instead, the results I was getting through the tools I was using  actually drew discouragement from some of them. I found this very disappointing/disheartening in the least, but, like it or not,  this is just the way this medical system is set up. Not always the fault of our doctors.

For the record, I personally think our current health care system is in complete crisis and needs a makeover. It has evolved into a serious money-making machine while the definition of “health” and “average”, has been continually redefined, setting the bar lower each time. Not because the doctors are greedy, but because the controlling 1% are. That greed is the reason most doctors are forced to  practice using only the studies published and approved by the status quo so to speak.  Do not expect to see your doctor interested in chasing after or mining results from the few people actually seeing  RESULTS in long term cardiac care if those results came only through the adoption of a healthy lifestyle and were not the result of medications and medical procedures.  Results obtained through lifestyle measures are very unprofitable.  The corporate quagmire our health care industry has shortly exploded into has completely tied the hands of most good-intentioned doctors. The top priorities of these corporate beasts are to their shareholders, not your health. According to the law of the land,  at least here in America, the officers of these corporate money making machines have a fiduciary duty to their shareholders. Part of that duty, again, according to the law of the land, is to turn a profit. The care we receive is secondary to these profits.

While strolling through the Mayo Clinic, (a not for profit corporation), It’s hard to not admire the assembly line type precision they have brought to medicine, whereas 100’s’ of people are able to move through all sorts of various appointments so quickly and efficiently, accomplishing in half a day what would take many days and visits to accomplish  at most regional healthcare facilities. I also can’t help but notice all the lavish appointments. The place is simply breathtaking to anyone checking out all the architecture and art that is present on every wall, nook and corner. Seeing all these lavish architectural appointments and  beautiful art hanging through out the place and I can’t help but think to myself, “what a money-making machine the mayo clinic is”. I’ll bet if they had  shareholders they would be  very pleased. But what about the rest of us…? Should we be pleased with the obvious amount of wealth this institution has generated off sickness…? (11.6 billion in total revenue at the Mayo Clinic last year alone). How many people have been turned away because they could not afford the price of this care…? How many of them may have died in the process…? I can’t help but ask myself these questions, and a lot of others along these lines.

There is a magnificent 28 foot, 6900 pound, cast bronze statue of a man that hangs off a glass wall down on the subway level of the Gonda building  at the Mayo Clinic, Rochester. It is supposed to represent freedom and self-expression according to the little bit of history I read about this statue. Personally, when I look at that huge hanging statue, I see health, fitness and wellness, all rolled into one. I see a statue of what I perceive as a near perfect looking human body.  But then I lower my eyes, seeing the 100’s of people all around me, and they  seem to have nothing in common with this statue.  Sickness is all around me, even much of the staff look sick in comparison.  Based on what I am seeing, I can’t help but wonder if we have sold ourselves short, accepting a lower standard of health that does not even begin to match our potential or depict what I see that statue standing for.  This is not only  sad, but appalling in the least.

Before going to this appointment, I knew my cholesterol numbers would most likely be considered SUPER UGLY to anyone not following all the rapidly emerging science on the subject of statin use and cholesterol numbers. Most of the newer science on this subject disputes the current standards, but is not mainstreamed and in fact marginalized at best within the medical communities. Just so everyone knows, I love intelligent discussion/debate on this subject, but before I will discuss statin use and cholesterol numbers with someone, let me please first insist/urge them to personally research and follow the money trail being generated from these statins, while comparing who holds all the financial gain and wealth from the sales of the  statins, along with  who’s studies are being used to set/vet the current standards for statin use, both in academia, and in health care as we know it.  Then, please educate yourself about the dark side of statins, learning all you can about the deleterious side effects and deaths that often accompany their use. By doing this, you may very well start seeing a very different picture then what the doctor and currently published information has  painted for you.  From there, read some of the many books now written on the subject from the many authors opposing statin use.  Many of these authors are highly regarded, fully credentialed Physicians, and Biochemist’s. It is by no means an open and shut case when it comes to statin use, or cholesterol numbers.  My personal experience seems to collaborate a lot of what some of these authors are claiming in their books on statin use.  I personally experienced just how debilitating statin side effects can be.  No secret there either. All the side effects I experienced are listed in the handout. Thankfully I only experienced 3 of the many  side effects listed on the hand out including but not limited to, muscle pain, liver damage, neurological damage, increased blood sugar, type 2 diabetes, ect.  Once damage to the body  is sustained in the form of  these side effects, again speaking from personal experience, I can tell you it is very hard to reverse this damage and it’s a lengthy process. The damage may not always just go away upon discontinuing statin use. In the case of the muscle damage I incurred, I lived with the consequences for another 4-5 years after discontinuing the statin.

Under current guidelines for cholesterol numbers, my numbers have always been considered dangerously elevated. Even after compliantly  consuming  a whole foods plant based diet for a good number of years,  my numbers we’re still notably  higher, then the range considered acceptable  under current health care standards for a person with my history of cardiac maladies.    Prior to following the plant based diet, I followed the make-believe heart healthy, low fat, low sodium version of the “standard American diet” as now recommended by most cardiologists under USDA, and AHA recommendations, along with 80mg of Lipitor and an assortment/cocktail of 12 other prescribed medications. The cholesterol numbers produced when I was tested back then were actually elevated more than my current numbers.  So even though the numbers  from my latest lipid panel are  considered dangerously elevated according to current standards, these numbers are in fact lower than any numbers ever noted during both my early days of doing nothing, and my days on statin therapy, back when I followed the current recommended low fat/low salt standard american dietary guidelines.

I was diagnosed hypercholesterolemic in my early 20’s, although no statin therapy was ever used until just a couple years prior to having the infarction that kickstarted this journey.  That fact alone should spar/provoke serious discussion/debate into the effectiveness of statins, but it never seems to. Two years on a statin and then out of the blue a heart attack at age 42…?  I’ll save that discussion for a later time. Might be a little too deep for some who have not taken the time to read both sides of the science now being presented on this subject.

As much as I love my doctor at the Mayo Clinic, we do not always see eye to eye and this time was no exception. He made it very clear that he was unhappy with my cholesterol results this time around. He urged me to stop following a ketogenic diet, and return to a plant-based diet. Maybe I should consider this a win, since that last visit two years ago, I was discouraged from following a plant-based diet and encouraged to follow the standard American diet.  My total cholesterol numbers as tested on that visit two years ago, Total Cholesterol 202, Tri 59, HDL 52, LDL 138. On that visit, same as this visit, he recommended statin therapy, and I declined.

Despite elevated cholesterol numbers that I knew would be elevated this time around, this trip gave me and my heart something to truly celebrate. It was the first time on this entire journey with a wounded heart, (10 years this October), that I was seeing first hand, clinical proof of improved heart function in terms of my hearts ejection fraction, along with an increase in my max heart rate.  On the previous Nuke Stress performed on my last visit two years ago, my max heart rate as recorded was 168. 168 would be considered the appropriate/average  heart rate for a healthy male of my age. This time around, my max heart rate was up to 189, a number much higher then average.  My ejection fraction, (the amount of blood the heart is able to pump with each beat), remained hovering around 35% for over 7 years, before slightly rising to 37% just two years ago. This visit produced a test result of 45%.

I am very excited with these results.  I couldn’t help myself from asking the doctor the question,  “how many of his other patients successfully raised thier max heart rate to a level considered above the average, while improving an ejection fraction that had remained unchanged since that first myocardial infarction almost ten years prior”…? His response, (again, short and to the point most likely because of all or some the reasons I wrote about above), was that I was “truly a unique patient”… His smile and the way he was shaking his head while very carefully reviewing the data in front of him spoke more to me then his words ever could have. However, there was also no doubt that he remained somewhat fixated on the cholesterol results , making this point pretty clear. He encouraged me to return to eating plants knowing full well my ketogenic diet experiment was the reason for the high cholesterol numbers while recommending I take two different types of cholesterol lowering medications. I respect his opinion and will see if can lower those numbers a little, but I will do it by making subtle changes to my macro’s/ketogenic diet, not by popping statins. What follows are the posted  RESULTS and notes from my recent Mayo Clinic visit… Please stay tuned for my future cholesterol results as I tweak my diet and retest in a couple months.

Mr. Shane Johnson is a 51 y.o. male who returns to see us for follow-up of ischemic cardiomyopathy. The patient continues to exercise in and exceptional manner running marathons and maintaining exceptional fitness. He also has gone on a ketogenic diet which is reflected in his lipid levels. He denies any symptoms of angina, congestive heart failure, or cardiac rhythm disturbance. We had a long discussion regarding diet and risk factor control he has a wonderful approach to life maintaining a very positive outlook I have advised that since he is intolerant of statins we should try with Zetia to achieve a lower LDL cholesterol and if this is not successful we should consider PCS K 9 inhibitor. He will recheck his cholesterol levels in a month at home. I am also to call him after we have the results of his Troponin and natriuretic peptide. We did discuss the stable nuclear perfusion scan which shows a stable pattern of infarction but if anything perhaps some improvement in LV function

General: He appears quite fit. well groomed.

Psychiatric: Normal mood and affect. Oriented to person, place, and time.

Eyes: No periorbital xanthelasma. Clear sclerae.

ENT: No oral mucosal cyanosis or pallor.

Heart: Examination of his heart his normal I hear no murmurs or gallops.

Vessels: Jugular venous pulse is normal. No carotid bruit.

Lungs: Clear to auscultation. Good air movement bilaterally.

Abdomen: No hepatic enlargement. No masses or tenderness.

Musculoskeletal: No clubbing or cyanosis of the digits.

Extremities: No edema.

Skin: No stasis dermatitis or ulceration of the lower extremities.

 

HDL was 56mg/mL

LDL was… ready for this…? I know… 193 mg/dL

Triglycerides were at 79mg/dL

Troponin 5th gen  was  14ng/L                             Base line  <=15ng/L

NT-pro BNP,s  was 50pg/mL                                Base line  <61pg/mL

C-Reactive Protein, High Sens, S   0.9 mg/L      Base line   <2.0mg/L

Glucose, P  was 88mg/dL                                     Base  line 70-100mg/dL

Sodium, potassium, bun, creatinine serum, all well within range.

The Beast that is Zumbro

I didn’t leave Zumbro empty handed. Even though I DNF’d, (DNF=looser spelled another way) I left Zumbro Bottoms feeling like I had just won the biggest race of my life. I never really thought of Zumbro as a race anyhow, but saw it as more of a personal challenge, with the actual journey leading up to the race as the hardest part of the challenge. I viewed the race as the reward for sticking with the challenge and seeing it through till the end. For the entire winter, I only made healthy lifestyle choices. I put most of my life on hold and scheduled the rest of it around race training and recovery periods. Zumbro wasn’t a weekend affair for me, it was an all winter affair with a very challenging training schedule. The reason for challenging myself was simply because I wanted to be a stronger/healthier/fitter person then the guy I was yesterday despite the medical diagnosis and doctors that said I couldn’t. I wanted to show all the people in this world who are dying from heart disease and other chronic disease, the endless possibilities when we become committed 100% to improving our health and wellness through lifestyle measures. Lifestyle trumps it all. When I toed that line Friday night at midnight in the middle of a wicked storm, I proudly realized I was in fact winning the challenge made to myself just by showing up and toeing the line. Here I was, standing at the start line, stronger, and more confident than ever in my abilities to charge off into the darkness through a raging blizzard to try conquering an absolute beast of what may have become that night based on conditions, one of the toughest/ruggedest ultra-marathon courses in the Midwest. Fail or finish, just having the courage to follow through on my commitment to this challenge and being able to step up to the start line in such intimidating conditions was a huge personal win. Right before he said “GO”, the race director was giving his pre-race spiel, and mentioned problems with medical access to parts of the course, and the fact EMS services would possibly be unavailable due to the remoteness of this course. Made me wonder if I was the only one racing who had previously experienced a heart attack followed by sudden cardiac arrest, a spontaneous coronary artery dissection, congestive heart failure, and was running with a built in Pacemaker/Defibrillator but at the same time in all seriousness, made me think of how far I had come, reaching a point where this wouldn’t be a problem for me. As far as the actual race, as much as I thought I was prepared to go the 50 mile distance headed into this race, I was quickly reminded you can never prepare completely for something like this without gaining some experience first. This was my first attempt at 50 miles. I never ran/trained in conditions like this because normally when we have a major winter storm I stay inside or very close to home on familiar and flat ground, and I don’t make a habit out of playing in mud while traversing up and down rugged single track on steep terrain in the dark. Trying to run up and down steep hills with everything from ankle deep mud/water, iced over slippery sections, to deep snow drifts and raging blizzard conditions on that ridge somewhere out there in that really dark windy night added in a twist my training or experience just didn’t cover. 17 miles on that course in those conditions is all It took to make me realize I need more experience and training before attempting to push out 50 miles in condition like those so I decided to drop at the end of my first loop while still feeling relatively strong but at the same time feeling certain that trying to see it through would leave a lasting mark that I would be feeling for months, and I am pretty sure I would have missed the cutoff anyhow based on my slow pace so I took the least physically painful path and dropped. Mentally is another story as I keep going over my reasons to drop and wondering the outcome if I would have pushed on. The memories of my time on that course are thankfully forever etched in my mind since it was too dark to take any photos. Thundersnow, heavy torrential rains, giant heavy wet snow flakes, fierce gale force winds knocking down big branches, deep snow drifts, ankle deep mud, followed with hill, after hill, after hill, after hill. The fact I stayed on my feet was one of the reasons I was so slow. I was overly cautious, going extra slow on the down hills for fear of landing on my rear. I did witness a couple superhuman beasts who passed by showing no fear while cruising with the speed and grace of a deer. A huge highlight for me was the chance to see some of the people in person who were actually able to push through these brutal crazy conditions that I would never have believed to be so brutal had I not witnessed it firsthand. I am in absolute awe of the those who finished. They are truly elite athletes to conquer in such extreme conditions. I will be back to challenge myself again next year, smarter, stronger, and more prepared for the brutality that’s Zumbro…

 

 

 

 

Vasaloppett with a Wounded Heart

Vasaloppett 42K Ski Race

The night before my first race on skis found me  lying in bed wanting to sleep, but wide awake with a ton of different feelings running around in my head. Being able to tackle something as physically demanding as a marathon on skis despite my wounded heart stirs a lot of emotion, making me reflect on the times I was told by  doctors that I was dying of heart disease and all they could do was try slowing it down. I was told I needed the 13 different medications to stay alive for any length of time, and would need to take them for the rest of my life. The medications left me so tired that I spent most of my time siting on the couch missing my old life. All my doctors were very quick telling me  I needed to take it extra easy and slow. Short walks were ok and encouraged but much beyond that was discouraged by all the doctors I was seeing back then.  I was repeatedly told to except this as my new normal but thankfully there was a part  of me that just wouldn’t let this happen and I refused to listen to them. This was less four years ago, yet here I was,  ready to ski a marathon distance race.  I knew my body was in good enough physical shape for the task, and hoped my conditioning could make up for some of my inexperience and lack of refined technique. This was my first time around other cross country skiers/racers. Until this point, I had been on skies less than three months in over 30 years. Following is a brief rundown of how I found myself skiing the Mora Vasaloppet Classic 50K.

Earlier this winter, tired of being chased inside to my treadmill by wintry Northern Minnesota weather, I decided to break an old promise I had made to myself over 30 years ago, and that was to take up cross country skiing. Thirty years ago, while serving in the US military as a young Paratrooper, I learned to cross country and alpine ski in the Dolomite’s of Northern Italy, under instruction of the 4th Italian Alpini Paracadutisti (Alpini Parachutist) Regiment.

For two years in a row while serving in the US army while stationed in Italy, I received advanced instruction in  Alpine, Cross country Skiing, Snowshoeing and winter survival. The cross country skiing we did was on these old awkward cross country skis and alpini boots. The skis had metal edges, and required a felt climber to be strapped on for traction while going uphill, with a binding that could lock down for downhill travel. We wore heavy backpacks full of personal gear and carried a weapon, while pulling an ahkio (sled) behind us that contained 100’s of pounds in gear.  To pull the sleds, we used harnesses very similar to ones found on dog sleds, allowing 4-6 of us to pull the ahkio at once.

After about 5 days of cross country skiing that basically consisted of climbing up, over, and down one mountain after another while looking for a make-believe enemy, I promised myself I would never put on cross country skis again in this lifetime.  The worst blisters of my life came from those cross country Alpini ski boots. I really didn’t see any fun in any of it at the time. It was seriously hard, physically demanding work. Those mountains seemed to go on forever and my blisters only got bigger.  None of this necessarily prepared me for a race thirty years after the fact, but did give me a basic understanding of how cross country skies work, and if nothing else, it taught me how to push through the pain, a lesson later used at other times in my life.

So, last fall I decided it was time to break the promise made to myself so many years before, and I started researching classic cross country skis.  I was looking for something Heidi and I could do in the winter that would help carry and maintain our summer fitness level we had built while running, through to the following spring when we would be able to start running again. We settled on trying out some wax-less classic touring skis and went to get fitted for them at Pengals Basswood Trading in Ely Minnesota. The first thing I learned that process, is that when you are 6’2” and weight in around 210lbs, there will be very few ski options available in Ely Minnesota. Apparently, the average person buying skis weights 20 or more pounds less them me. Thankfully they had one pair that was a borderline fit. Heidi is much smaller than me, and they had many options for her, quickly producing a pair that fit her very well.

Another reason I decided to break my promise and was taking up cross country skiing was to take advantage of many of the 1000’s of groomed cross country ski trails here in Northern Minnesota. Cross country ski trails are everywhere in our area. Almost every town here on the Iron Range has a trail maintained specifically for cross country skiing. In Minnesota, once winter gets into full swing, it gets hard to run or bike because all the trails generally have a couple feet of snow covering them. All the highways and roads become dangerous to run on once the snow piles up leaving very little shoulder for pedestrians. This left the treadmill in the garage as our best option for getting in some cardio during previous winters. I really thought skiing through the winter versus spending it running on a treadmill staring at the inside wall of a garage all winter might be a better option for getting some cardio in.

Once we had our skis, we were super excited to try them out but unfortunately for us the weather wasn’t cooperating and none of the trails were tracked/groomed. Our first few outings, were on the Babbitt golf course and consisted of breaking our own trail around the outer edge of the property. We did this for almost a month before the trails were finally being regularly groomed. Once the grooming started, we began skiing loops on the golf course almost every night during the week while venturing off and discovering new ski areas on weekends.

It didn’t take long to realize the potential in speed I would have on faster skis. My skis were very slow because they were wax-less touring skis designed for someone 10 or more pounds lighter than me. My frustration continued to grow as I watched others pass me with ease, and this resulted in a lot of glide wax experiments trying to make them faster. But nothing would make them any faster, so I went back to Pengals Basswood Trading in Ely and bought a pair of wax-able race skis. This time, I was fitted with a nice, stiff ski that appeared to be a perfect fit for my weight. I was given a short lesson on waxing the kick pocket before heading out the door to try them. I couldn’t have been happier after trying them out. The glide was almost double that of my wax-less skis. For the first time in my life, I now understood the attraction to cross country skiing. Putting on a pair racing skis was life changing.  Nothing that soothes the soul and erases life’s stress the way quietly and quickly gliding through the woods on a gorgeous sunny winter day can. I woke up most mornings excited to go skiing when the conditions were nice. For the first time in many years, the cold seemed to melt away, and I found myself enjoying winter again.

It took a little time to learn how to choose and apply the many variations of kick wax. I ended up with a box full of different waxes for different conditions. but the pay off in speed was well worth the lesson. At this point, I was averaging  the same pace on my skis that  I normally run at while on flat ground or going uphill. The downhill sections I was going much faster than any pace I can run at.

By now, all the trails I was skiing were groomed and tracked. For the most part, I was skiing on fast pristine conditions most days and could ski 20 miles very easily without much effort. One night while relaxing for the evening, I came across an advertisement on the internet for the Mora Minnesota, Vasaloppet. The Vasaloppet is a 50K classic ski race that would be held the following weekend. I didn’t  think about it but for maybe ten minutes, before deciding to enter the race. I was nervous and excited all at the same time. A marathon on skis was something I wouldn’t have even been capable of just a year before, and at this point I knew I could finish without any trouble.   The following week was full of research on proper kick wax and glide wax for the expected weather conditions. I took my skis to Mesabi Recreation in Virginia, Minnesota and had the proper glide wax for conditions applied. I had to go to three different shops however to find the Klister wax(s) needed for kick. Weather conditions were going to be unseasonably warm with temps in the lower 40’s requiring a special wax combination. I settled on a hydrocarbon glide wax, and a three layer Klister kick wax combination with the help and recommendation of Mesabi Recreation.

The town of Mora, Minnesota host’s this annual ski race every year. The race begins and finishes on  main street.  With a fleet of dump trucks and heavy equipment, snow is trucked in until it completely covers main street. In places where the trail crossed the roads, snow was also trucked in and dumped across the road. It was an amazing amount of snow to haul and spread out. As we pulled into town the night before the race, I was absolutely amazed at how little snow there was on the ground. The lack of snow on the ground started making me doubt  they would even have a race but upon getting to the registration we were informed the trails would be good, but that due to the lack of snow, the 50K was now going to be 42K. This was somewhat disappointing because I had come to conquer a 50K ultra-marathon on skis.  I signed up for the  race and then Heidi and I walked across the street and attended the pasta dinner that was being served for the event at the American Legion. After dinner, we retired to our  room at the American Inn where  I did my best to get some sleep, however I tossed and turned most of the night, becoming more nervous as morning drew near.

Morning arrived and brought perfect conditions for skiing. It was about 30 degrees at the start so conditions would be fast. After about a 20 minute wait in line for the porta john, I headed to the start line,  picking a spot somewhere in the middle of the pack.  while finding my way to the middle of the pack, it quickly became obvious seeing all the brightly colored spandex cladded people with super human size legs around me that hanging with these guys would be by far the hardest and fastest I have ever pushed on a pair of skis.  The more I looked around the more I started thinking of how tiny my legs looked in comparison to everyone around me. They looked really fast in those shiny spandex suits. From what I could see, I was probably the only guy not wearing a bright spandex ski suit, and the guy with the smallest  legs.  It was intimidating being in that start que for the first time ever. No doubt, I felt like I was about to get schooled on the fine art of classic skiing. Thankfully I was able to get my intimidating thoughts under control and remind myself I was there to compete with the guy I was yesterday, and to learn from the Pro’s. Since the guy I was yesterday didn’t ski, I had already won just by showing up.

And just like that we were off. With a loud bang from the start gun it became a flurry of poles and skis. For whatever reason, I had never pictured the start of a race on skis. Being more of an optimist, I generally think about the finish line. Turns out, the start of the race was pretty intense. I had people running their skis up on the back of my skis, pushing me up on other people’s skies.  I lost count of how many times I was hit by other people poles, or hit others with my mine. For the first mile I kept thinking that If I crashed and went down the people behind me would run right over me. Everyone was headed forward as fast as they could go. After taking a painful jab to my foot from someones pole, I did my best to just tuned it all out and push forward. At that point, I was concentrating on keeping my ski tips about six inches off the skis of the guy in front of me. For the first mile or so, the pack seemed to stay really tight before finally loosening up and spreading out somewhat. The snow conditions were really fast. My wax was working out perfect at this point. The glide on my skis was incredible and the kick was just as incredible as the glide. I was hanging with the middle of the pack in these conditions with ease, and felt like I could easily hold the pace for the next 50K.

After a few miles, we came to the first hill. It wasn’t very high, but it was steep. I had no trouble running up the hill. I was amazed at how well my kick wax was working. I was able to diagonal stride most of the hill, and had no issues running in a herringbone pattern on the steepest portion before turning onto a short level portion leading to a very steep descent with a slight turn at the bottom.  As I approached the turn at the bottom of the hill I knew I quickly realized I was in trouble. I did my best to make the corner but ended up out in the woods. I took a good tumble but thankfully not injured and was able to pick myself up and quickly push on.

After I had gone about 10 miles or so, the conditions started to get really soft and I kept running into issues on the downhill sections. It was pretty obvious that I needed to practice more downhill trails to learn how to control classic cross country skis during a steep descent. They handle nothing like a metal edge ski on downhill and my inexperience was showing. About half way into the race I was still holding middle of pack right up to the point where I wiped out myself and two others on a steep downhill section. One of my poles went flying pretty far, and it took me a few minutes to pick myself up and find the pole before pushing on. I had taken a pretty hard hit, actually knocking over the guy that was in my way. At this point was really starting to dread the downhill sections. Thankfully there were not a lot of these steep hills, but just enough to show me my biggest weak spot. At that point, I promised myself I would ski more downhill sections in training until I  master turning on classic skis.

Not long after my biggest crash, the temps started pushing into the upper 40’s. By then, there was a lot of slushy/granular snow on the course. This type of snow, began icing up my kick pocket to the point It was slowing me down to a snails pace. With only about five miles or less to the finish, most of the trail  had this condition. I lost all my glide those last miles and basically had to run instead of ski. If I would have had a scraper, I could have scrapped off some of the kick wax to improve the glide, but I didn’t have one. So another lesson was learned. Another promise to self, next time bring a scraper with me.   By the time, I crossed the finish line I had fell almost to the back of the pack but I was on top of the world despite this fact. I had just completed my first 42K ski race. My wounded heart had no trouble keeping up with the middle of the pack. It was only my inexperience that held me back. Using the lessons learned in this race, I will be back next year and will lead the middle of the pack at the finish line…

Freeze Your Gizzard Blizzard 10K

Freeze Your Gizzard Blizzard 10K

Saturday morning found me wide awake at 4 a.m., thinking about a race. So many things going through my mind, with my heart being at the top of the list. Sometimes I get a little hung up over the logistical issues in cold weather like what shoes I should bring, how many layers of clothing I should wear, ect. But it doesn’t end there for me because I also need to look out for my wounded heart. I took up running to help strengthen the heart, not weaken it, and I believe there is a balance that must be met to keep everything on the healthy side. As a competitive person by nature, I love the adrenaline rush experienced in a race more than the competition itself. Most of my life I’ve been chasing that rush.

Whether I’m riding a snowmobile, motorcycle, driving a fast car, or a pair of running shoes, my apparent need for speed is nothing more than a craving for adrenaline. Since I started running only four years ago, I have discovered running has the same exact adrenaline producing effect on me as racing motorcycles and snowmobiles. No doubt about it, I am an adrenaline junky and love the added kick I get from a dose of adrenaline. Over the years, I have enjoyed various motorsports. I lost count a long time ago of how many snowmobile motors, dirt bikes motors, boat motors, and car motors, that blew up while I was using them to race someone or something. 99 percent of those motors usually died prematurely for one or three reasons. Exceeding the red-line, improper warm up, or a combination of both.

The only injuries I have suffered from running are muscle injury’s that occurred because I skipped warming up and pegged my heart rate to the red-line right out of the gate.  As most people who exercise hard, or who play sports already know, one of the fastest ways to take out a muscle is to work it work it too hard before allowing the body to warm up. 8 years of living with heart failure has taught me to view my heart much the same way as I view a high-performance motor.  Both need an adequate warm up period before they will function properly.  When doing anaerobic work such as racing in a 5k or a 10K, warming up is not only easier on the heart, it also results in a faster time.

There are many physiological responses that take place in the body during as we start running. Warming up properly, enables many of these Reponses to take place while the body is still in its aerobic zone. This results in a lower sustained heart rate once we are in the anaerobic zone. More importantly and to the point, warming up slowly places significantly less stress/strain on the heart.  After a couple years running exclusively with  a heart rate monitor, I learned that my heart rate runs 10-15 bpm faster during cold weather (like the weather at freeze your gizzard blizzard 10K). I have also learned through trial and error, that skipping the warm up for a 5k or a 10k, even during warm weather, significantly lowers my finish times while producing a higher average heart rate and a slower recovery. Cold weather significantly exasperates these issues since my heart isn’t pumping at full capacity.

Warming up before a race can be difficult during a northern Minnesota winter. Standing in the corral at the start line can be a chilling experience when your dressed in light running attire and the temperature is below freezing with snow on the ground. For me, to even think of a new 10K personal record, I need to run the first mile only a few seconds slower than the last mile. This  means that I must start the race at a pace that places me well into my anaerobic zone right from the start.

So after laying awake in bed thinking about all this stuff for half the night before the “Freeze Your Gizzard Blizzard 10K” I decided to skip the racing altogether and to just run for fun with my wife who races at a pace that’s 3-4 minutes per mile slower then mine. Although I did miss feeling that adrenaline kick, I had a blast. Running slower allowed me to relax and just have fun while taking it all in. I plan on running more races just for fun in the future. No pressure, no stress, just an enjoyable time running with my wife and hundreds of other people. It really was a great time. The City of International Falls did an awesome job of hosting this race and I was really surprised at how well everything was set up. Lots of small town charm and that friendly charm I would expect from a small town in the border country of Minnesota.

Lessons learned running at -40f

Living in Embarrass, Minnesota can be a little challenging in the winter for people who love the outdoors but can’t tolerate the cold.  It has the infamous distinction of being the coldest spot in Minnesota and many times is referred too as the cold spot of the nation.  The unofficial low temperature of record is −64 °F (−53 °C) in February of 1996.  The thermometer that measured this temperature was verified for accuracy by Taylor Environmental Instruments but as it was not recorded at an official National Weather Service weather station so unfortunately it remains an unofficial record.  For cardiac patients, cold weather presents many additional challenges …and for cardiac patients participating in winter endurance sports it can present a myriad of issues. Following are a few things I have found helpful while pursuing my winter running endeavors.
  1. The most important thing I have learned so far is the importance of correctly  dressing for the temperature!  Wearing multiple layers tends to produce the best results for me.  The colder the temperature, the more layers you need.  If you don’t wear enough layers you will get cold but at the same time if you wear too many layers you will sweat too hard and that will make you cold.  When its negative 20 or colder, sweating hard is a bad idea because it leads to getting chilled and cold as the sweat cools on your skin and wicks away body heat.  Personally, I like to error on the side of caution and dress a little extra warm but I’m always ready to slow my pace down in the event I start sweating too hard because of overdressing. In the event I accidentally  dress a little too light and start getting cold, I can usually  run faster to generate more body heart so I can make up the difference.  To give you a better idea of what I wear in these bitter temps, I have attached a picture of what I wore for a 10-mile run today.  It was -27 when I left the house with a wind gusting to 15mph.   On the bottom half of my body I wore two layers of under armor; a 4.0 cold weather compression for the base layer and a Nike medium weight winter running pants as the outer layer. One pair of medium weight socks and studded ice bug shoes for the feet,  accompanied by  a pair of Solomon ankle gators to keep the snow out of my shoes.  On my upper body I used four layers beginning with under armor 4.0 base layer, followed by a long sleeve dry-tek running shirt as a first mid layer, a long sleeve pullover as a second mid layer, and topped those layers with a windproof/water proof, light marmot running jacket for the outer layer.  Finally, a lightweight running hat for my head and a light weight neck warmer  I can pull up to cover my face along with insulated cross county ski gloves.  (NOTE* Gloves not pictured because they were in the dryer at time of picture.)   As it was at -27, the neck warmer soon ended up in my pocket after a couple miles because I was getting too warm.
  2. Keeping your phone alive in extreme temps! This is important to me as a cardiac patient who runs in rural areas.  I feel safer when my phone is working but I found my iPhone 7 generally will only last a few miles when the temps are below zero even if kept in an inside pocket but I discovered if I placed a disposable handwarmer between the outside of the pocket and the phone the problem is resolved!  One hand warmer can keep the phone alive for up to 7 hours even on the coldest of days.  Since I don’t run for seven hours, I place the handwarmer in a zip lock bag and force the air out of the bag before zipping it shut, which essentially turns the handwarmer off, when I finish my run.  To reuse, all you need to do is remove it from the zip lock and it will once again heat back up. I am usually able to get three-four runs per handwarmer.
  3. Proper footwear. This is so huge.  It makes all the difference in the world.  It’s hard to run with confidence if your feet are slipping and sliding on the terrain. For running on snow and ice in temperatures above zero I prefer studded running shoes designed  specifically for winter running.  YakTrax and similar products are great for general winter runs but when you want to run a faster pace, such as a 5k or 10k pace; nothing compares to studded running shoes. They stick to slippery surfaces like glue while feeling as light and nimble as your favorite running shoe.  So far, I have used both the Solomon Spike Cross and Ice Bug Runners and both seem equally good as far as traction goes, but I do prefer the feel of my Solomon’s.  Here is an interesting fact for you; once the temperature gets much below zero, the snow and ice become dry enough from the cold that it ceases to be slippery so for running in subzero temps, there really is no need for studded runners and I just grab whatever summer trainers I feel like using.  At this point, cold feet are not a problem as long as you are running.  Even at -40 Fahrenheit my feet remained nice and warm using only a medium weight running sock and light running shoes. Not sure I would try this if only  walking…
  4. Do a proper warm up! As every cardiac patient should know, a warming up before you start off is important and in the cold weather, it becomes essential!  One trick which doesn’t hurt is to throw your running clothes in the dryer a few mins. to warm them up a bit before you put them on but nothing works better than putting on all your layers and then run around the house or on the treadmill until you are just about to break a sweat.  Yesterday I jogged in place in my house for 5 minutes and that was enough to do the trick and when I headed out the door the temperature was more of a relief than a shock.  Failing to warm up prior to running in extreme cold weather is a huge mistake and can quickly lead to injuries, more so than in warmer weather.
  5. Have a set plan.  Tell someone where you’re going and when you plan on being back. Make sure you can call someone or can get ride in the event something goes wrong and you can’t run.   If something were to happen, such as pulling a muscle that forces you to walk, the combination of subzero temperatures in wet sweaty running clothes without your body generating enough heat will take you out fast.  This can be a dangerous situation for people running in rural areas but can be avoided with a little planning.
  6. In extreme cold, windy weather can make or break you.  Leaning into even a light headwind can really cool you down fast.  When I run, I chose to run into the wind for the way out so I have the wind at my back pushing me as I head home.  For longer winter runs on windy days,  I occasionally opt to have someone pick me up on the other end so I can run one direction with the wind at my back for the entire run.  At -20, the difference between having the wind in your face or on your back can be the difference between an enjoyable run or a miserable suffer fest… Wind is not your friend at these temps so avoid as best you can.

When I started running as a cardiac patient four years ago at the age of 46, I never ran anytime the temperature fell below freezing.  There were multiple reasons for this but the main reason was that it scared me to see how much higher my heart rate would get when I ran in the cold weather compared to when I ran in warmer weather.   The first year I began to run after my heart attack, I didn’t allow my heart rate to exceed 120 beats per minute while exercising which was pretty slow going but with the amount of heart damage I had experienced, proceeding with great caution was in order.  At that time, I always ran with a heart rate monitor so I learned early on how much of an effect cold weather had on my heart rate.  To explain, if I was jogging along at 5 mph with a temperature of 60 degrees, it produced an average heart rate of 120 beats per minute.  When the temperature was at 30 degrees, I could run the same route, at the same speed, and my heart rate average for the run would be closer to 130.  The colder the weather, the bigger the differences I noted.  Heart rate was the biggest reason I didn’t run in the cold back then but wasn’t the only reason.  The second reason I wasn’t ready to brave the elements at that point was because I could not physically tolerate the cold.  I would become cold almost instantly upon exposure no matter how warm I dressed.  My extremities would become painfully cold within minutes, even when I was being physically active.  Any exposure to cold temps, even just going for a short walk, seemed to have as fatiguing an effect on my body as going for a run on a nice day.  So that winter, Heidi and I drove 30 miles to town 6 days a week to use the treadmills, bikes,  and AMT’s at any time fitness.  We were crazy excited to see spring arrive so we could run outside again!  …There is nothing more boring than running on a treadmill.

Year number two rolled around and I seemed able to tolerate the cold much better.  I would still get cold hands and feet but not as bad as the previous year but the heart rate issue was still topping my list of concerns so running outdoors remained off limits.  However, I did begin running at a little higher tempo that year and allowed my average heart rate to hover around the middle to upper 130’s.  We bought a treadmill and put it in the garage to save us a daily trip to town but since I ran a little bit every day, a good portion of that winter was spent staring at the garage wall; spinning that tread mill.  Not sure how many miles I put on the treadmill that winter because I didn’t track them but it was enough to figure out I hated treadmills.  Once again I was really happy to see spring arrive and the temps finally warming into the 30’s so I could run outside again.

Year number three found me much more fit and somewhere along the way that spring I ran my first race while allowing my heart rate to reach its max.  I went on to run a few more short races that year (5k’s,10k’s) and when I wasn’t running I did a lot of biking.  I did run much later into that year, I even completed a few runs with temperatures in the 20’s, but the cold was still a big concern so once hard winter set in, I found myself back in the garage on the treadmill.

By year number four I was really feeling strong.  I ran a race almost every weekend that spring-mid summer and then I trained for and completed my first half Marathon that fall. I was biking and running pretty much every day that year right up until I ran my first half Marathon. After the Half Marathon I decided to give my body a rest, stopped doing daily runs and began strength training with a trainer.  I still ran a little off and on but did the majority of my cardio work on a stationary bike at the gym.  I planned to run my first marathon the next spring so planned to begin training for it in February.  I  decided to do as much training outside in the elements for it as possible so I researched and read as much as possible on how to do it safely and comfortably.  By the time my long runs were approaching 15+ miles, I was doing all my running outside except for a few storms that I weathered through on the treadmill.   I went on to complete not just one but two marathon that summer and logged over 1500 miles that year.  I never felt better.

As I write this, I am beginning my fifth year of running as a cardiac patient. I no longer fear the cold but instead enjoy all the changes that have taken place within my body which allow me to once again enjoy winter time activities.  My hands and feet now stay amazingly warm these days so I can actually enjoy spending time outside again.  Properly dressed for the conditions I now run distances beyond 15 miles in negative digit temperatures but just the fact I can run at -40f is reason enough to celebrate.  I celebrate because I am healthy enough to enjoy my time on this planet no matter what the weather throws at me; celebrate the transformations within my body which make it feel nothing short of miraculous.  As an example, today’s run was 10 miles at an easy pace with a temperature of -27 Fahrenheit, light to moderate winds; I not only felt warm, I felt great!  Even my face being left uncovered felt warm.  I have now run in temperatures falling below -40 Fahrenheit and enjoyed every minute of it.  These new-found health benefits don’t just stop with running either; they apply to everything from shoveling snow to bringing in the grocery’s.  The other day I was out for a snowmobile ride when the hand warmers on my sled stopped working.  Anytime in during the past few years, that would have been a painful disaster and ruined the ride but this time my hands remained warm enough to finish the ride despite temps around zero.  I was amazed!   To begin the 50th year of my life with such an awesome tolerance for the cold despite my cardiac conditions is something to be celebrated and shared with others suffering the perils of heart disease, as an example of whats possible for many… Life goes on after Heart Disease…

       Last June I was one of 26 people selected by Medtronic to attend an all-inclusive weekend for two which included an entry into the Twin Cities Medtronic Marathon for me and entry into the TC10 for my wife.  We flew to Minneapolis on Thursday afternoon where we were greeted by people holding signs with our names at the airport and chauffeured to our hotel where we were basically waited on hand and foot by our unbelievably gracious hosts for the next few days.  When we first arrived at the airport I was pretty focused on the race and  nervous, despite the fact I really had nothing to be nervous about …except  my own disappointment if I failed to get the sub4 finish goal I set for myself.  Thankfully we had a super busy itinerary that included activities ranging from dinner banquets and an awards ceremony, to a tour of the Medtronic building with the opportunity to meet some of the scientists responsible for the lifesaving technology in my Pacemaker/Defibrillator so I really didn’t have much time to worry.  

The weekend turned out to be way more than just a race.  It was more  a celebration of  life than a celebration about a race. The more I listened to stories of the other Global Heroes, the more amazing my weekend became. Everyone’s story touched me deeply.  Their tales were full of love, courage, and determination.  Everyone selected to participate in this race had a variety of medical diagnosis that would have permanently sidelined most people yet they had flown in from all parts of the globe to show the world life doesn’t end with a medical diagnosis.  Despite very challenging health issues these individuals were  wholeheartedly embracing their second chance at life and believed in living to it to the fullest.  The lifesaving technologies used by these individuals, coupled their with unwavering iron will(s), courageous determination, and a strong love of life has allowed them to continue to race while inspiring many others along the way.  Each person’s race began on a course filled with medical diagnosis obstacles but was won the day their feet touched the starting line.  

They race to give others hope and each of their personal stories is nothing short of amazing.  Despite unpleasant, and in many cases very painful circumstances, these people are all not only still smiling, they are living life with a passion.  I will forever be inspired by each one of their stories and so honored I was able share this special weekend as one of them.  

When I first read about the Medtronic Global Heroes Program early last winter, I immediately rushed to get my application in.  The application process seemed straight forward and easy enough to navigate through but I did get a little hung up while reading the rules when I came to the part stating you must have successfully completed a Marathon prior to applying.  I had yet to run in any race beyond a half marathon and had never run a distance beyond 15 miles even in training however I was confident I could conquer the 26.2 mile Grandmas Marathon in the spring.   Crossing my fingers, I submitted the application hoping Medtronic didn’t process it prior to my finish at Grandmas.  I was banking on being able to use my official time from Grandmas marathon to qualify me to run in the Medtronic Twin City’s Marathon as a Global Hero because the TC10 option just didn’t hold the same appeal for me. 

 I was notified by Medtronic less than a week before Grandma’s Marathon to inform me I had been selected.   

       I wanted to run fast enough at the Twin Cities Medtronic Marathon for a sub4 finish. No handicap of any kind, just 26.2 miles of pavement as fast as my body would carry me. I wanted to show others suffering from heart disease that so much more is possible then most have been led to believe.  I wanted to show the world that heart failure/disease is just a diagnosis that need not stop the race. The typical societal labeling that normally associates Cardiac Patients as fragile and weak need not apply in this miraculous age of medical technologies.

      Race day arrived and I  barely slept a wink the night before.  My best guess is I maybe got 4 hours of sleep, which is a far cry from my normal 8-10 hours of sleep.  I was excited but was also nervous.  I knew if I went out too fast I would crash and burn long before the finish line and my tendency to do this worried me.  Thankfully some of the other Global Heroes were planning to run the same pace as me with the same goal of a sub4 finish.

One of the Heroes, Jeroen Hoorn from the Netherlands, was accompanied by his father Leo Hoorn.   Leo is an accomplished marathon runner and normally runs much faster having a PR of 2:56 and over 33 marathons to his credit. Leo was gracious enough run slower in this race just to help pace us to a sub4 finish. I will always be super grateful for Leo’s help. Without it, I most likely would have  crashed and burned somewhere in those hills that seemed to never end.  I actually  met Jaroen  only weeks before while I was  in the Netherlands. The picture below was taken at my hotel in Amsterdam posing with Jeroen  about four weeks before we met again in Minnesota for the race.

The first 18 miles or so of the race was absolutely amazing.  Energy seemed to be everywhere including in my legs.  The energy emanating from the crowds was intense.  I had never experienced anything like this.  People were lining both sides of the streets cheering loudly.  My legs felt fresher then they had in over three months.  All my training seemed to be paying off.  For more than half the race I felt like I could have sprinted to the finish.  Thankfully Leo kept reminding me to slow down when my pace would start creeping up faster.   His steady pacing skills along with all the encouragement he kept handing out was invaluable.   

I was completely caught up in the moment and loving everything about it for the first 15-18 miles but then we started into the hills and it was a quick jolt back to reality but with lots of encouragement from Leo, I managed to stick with a steady pace.  I concentrated on trying to stay relaxed while lifting, not dragging my feet and focused on taking shorter, faster strides going uphill but eventually I couldn’t ignore the fatigue in my legs.  The  elated feeling of being able to run forever I experienced throughout the first half quickly faded to a faint memory.

In the beginning the smaller hills seemed easy enough but by mile 22 or so they felt completely out of hand.  Every time we came over the rise of a hill, another would appear in front of us.   As we continued heading up Summit Avenue my pace dropped 15-20 seconds or more and my leg muscles felt as if they were on fire. I had heard and read a few stories of people who underestimated the hills in this race and failed because of it so I was now wondering if I too had underestimated my ability to maintain the pace.  Every hill seemed to be higher and steeper than the last.  My brain seemed to do me a favor and shut down; I was no longer seeing the crowds or  thinking about how much fun we were having. I became so inwardly focused that I all thoughts of my surroundings disappeared yet doubts of my ability to finish crept in.  I pushed myself with all the strength I could find, digging really deep in the process; my body now in a complete state of physical  protest.  Each step seemed to hurt a little more than the last.  I became consciously aware of each step and  just did my best to stay focused on taking the next. Finally, we crested over the last hill and I could see the end. The finish line arch and cheering spectators were only about a ¼ mile or so down the hill. The Minnesota State Capitol building loomed in the background and created a very surreal backdrop for it all. As we closed in on the finish line Leo was  still right there with us but now he was telling us to run faster.  Between the large cheering crowd, Leo’s encouragement and the help of gravity going down a hill for the first time in about five miles, I was able to pick the pace back up as I crossed the finish line.  I immediately gave Leo a big hug.  I would not have got a sub4 finish without his help. The  last miles of the race were humbling and made this point more than obvious to me.  In the future, it will serve as a lesson to trust my training and stick to the plan; never start out too fast.

As I slowed to a walk after crossing the finish line, something knocked the wind out of me and it was probably 4-5 minutes before I was able to catch my breath and during that time, I shed a couple tears; the emotions were so overwhelming.

This had been about more just than a race to me and I felt as though I had WON it by a huge margin.  After all, I was racing the guy I was yesterday and he never stood a chance. Not even close.  This race was the culmination of a commitment I had made to take back my health and my heart and that morning, when my feet hit the starting line, I won.

In the beginning, I only took up running to see if it would help strengthen my heart. Up until that point, I had always thought of running as a chore and wanted nothing to do with running itself; the goal was only to achieve the associated health benefits and when I first started to run, I experienced many fears spawned by the possible consequences to my heart.  As a cardiac patient, they were logic fears but those fears always prevented me from experiencing the true joy that running is.  To overcome those fears,  I had to push beyond the boundaries everyone puts on a cardiac patient but those boundaries are often nothing more than fear and can be overcome as long as we are willing to make the effort.

Each time I pushed a new boundary, I found a new fear.  Some were warranted and required a visit to the doctor, while others I was able to work through by studying and self-educating myself to either put the fear to rest or find a way around it.   It took me three years and at times it seemed to be an endless process and there were times I wondered if I would ever get through it but in the days leading up to and culminating with this race I realized I had….  I cannot describe how incredibly powerful that feeling was.

     Running has now become a major part of my life and part of who I am.  I  have grown a really strong emotional connection with running I can’t fully explain at this point other than to say running restored my outlook on life as it strengthened my heart, mind and body.  It was through running that I was able to turn one of  the darkest periods of my life into one of the brightest.  I no longer running to strengthen my heart.  I run to celebrate the strength of my heart. I run because I love the way my body feels in an excellent state of health and fitness. I run because it clears my mind and gives me time to focus on the things in this world that are actually important to me.  I run because it gives me an awesome feeling of freedom and control over my life.  I run for the confidence it builds in me and how it continues to reward me through new adventures; all reasons not normally experienced by heart patients.  Running is a celebration of my ability to live life to the fullest without getting hung up on boundaries.  I plan to run as long as this body is able and allows.  No matter which one  of us wins in the end, (myself or heart disease), I will never again view myself as a victim of Heart Disease but instead choose to see myself as a victorious conqueror; a man who wasn’t afraid to fight back.  This race will always represent a significant turning point in my life and a very emotional one, rightfully so.

Every Medtronic Global Hero is a Pioneer in the world of modern medical technology. They are helping patients to eliminate boundaries that historically accompany a medical diagnosis . They are showing the world that a medical diagnosis doesn’t have to disqualify you from the race.   Without these heroes, the world may never have known the possibilities available to us through technology and devices made possible by company’s like Medtronic so I would like to thank the people at Medtronic for what they do, because without medical technologies like theirs, my dreams wouldn’t have been possible.  

As a survivor of both Sudden Cardiac Arrest and Congestive Heart Failure, I would never have attempted any of this without the  safety backup of my Pacemaker/defibrillator.  My ICD keeps a vigilant watch over my heart even if I am not able; always watching, waiting to take over in the event my heart needs help.  It’s become an integral part of me and allows me to pursue life with passion despite the damage to my heart.

I truly can’t find words that describe how awesome  it was to be selected as one of the 2016 Medtronic Global Heroes nor can I  thank Medtronic enough for the opportunity to run in the Medtronic’s Twin Cities Marathon as a 2016 Global Hero.  It was an experience I will never forget.  So thank you Medtronic…. from the bottom of my heart.

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26.2 miles and across the finish line

After 18 weeks of training, Grandma’s Marathon finally arrived. For days I was glued to the weather forecast as the day of the race drew closer. The last forecast I read said race day would be cloudy with a high of 70. When the gun went off at 7:45 that morning, we had bluebird skiesGrandmas Finish overhead with a bright warm sun and it was already 71 degrees. I arrived to the starting line on the shuttle bus about 45 minutes before the start of the race and made my way to the bathrooms where I got in line behind what appeared to be five thousand people also waiting to use just one of the portable bathrooms available. Once the national anthem played, I was still quite a distance from the porta john and I started to get the feeling I might still be waiting in line when the race started. It was tempting to start the race and keep my fingers crossed in hopes I’d find somewhere to stop off somewhere along the way the way but with so many people in the race I figured it was probably not a very good idea plus it was rather like trying to not think of pink elephants; the harder you try, the harder it gets so I stayed in line and waited my turn.

When the gun went off, there were still several people in front of me waiting but eventually I did make it into a bathroom and came out on the run, hoping to catch up with the 4-hour pacer but there wasn’t a pacer to be seen and everyone was running much slower than I had expected. grandma's marathon 564-XL   The route was very congested and my way was blocked by hundreds of slower runners. Weaving my way through them slowed me down considerably for the first mile or two but eventually I was able to pick up my pace and finally saw the 4:15 pace group somewhere around mile 12 or 13, less than a quarter mile ahead.

I really started to feel the heat now as the sun climbed. I continued to chase the pacer for the next 6 miles or so, doing my best to keep my focus on staying relaxed and enjoy the scenery but was careful to take advantage of every bit of shade along the way. Around mile 19 or 20, the heat really started to feel brutal and I began to get nervous as I was in uncharted territory. I didn’t know at what point my body would give in and succumb to the heat. I felt chills one minute and was burning up the next. My pace slowed considerably in response so I decided to walk through the water stops while pouring water over my head to help my body cool and drank at least two full cups of water at each stop.IMG_0920
This tactic seemed to work wonders and by mile 24 I was able to pick the pace up again. Along the way many people now had hoses out with sprinklers going and some good samaritians even had showers set up to help the runners. I took advantage of every water source I came across and made sure I got as wet as possible. There was very little shade in this section of the route but any little bit that did come along, I was there. The last couple miles through downtown was shaded pretty well by the tall buildings which also helped cool me off and as I cooled down my pace got stronger. By mile 25 I felt pretty good and actually passed over 80 people in the last mile before crossing the finish line! CA shirt

Ever since I took up running some three years ago, I had dreamt about this day over and over again as I weaned myself off all my heart medications. Back then, I couldn’t run a mile without my body screaming in pain or protesting in some fashion. In fact, I would run out of breath just tying my shoes.  I had had no medical guidance beyond instructions to take my medications and the only medical advice I was given was completely contrary to both the exercise and the diet I was embracing. Since I did not find the predicted physical outcome on medication acceptable, I had taken a risk and with that risk came many obstacles. Mental, physical, cultural, and IMG_0891
environmental obstacles continually reared their heads and tried to thwart my progress but by the end of the first summer I was able to run six very slow but very steady miles. Seeing that much improvement despite my cardiac conditions, coupled with how much better I physically felt, not only gave me great hope but also created the motivation I needed to continue my pursuit to adopt a healthier lifestyle.

Finishing this marathon is proof medication was not my only choice nor the best choice for me, and it stands as a great example how powerful our lifestyle choices can be. Thirteen different medications and a pacemaker could not reverse the damage to my heart or stop the progression usually associated with heart failure; yet a few lifestyle and dietary changes enabled me to complete my first marathon at age 49 in spite of my cardiac conditions and medical prognosis.

I plan on running many more marathons in future, being a beacon of hope for the  others  diagnosed with heart failure. IMG_0896

20 Wet miles, 18 hot miles

Last two long runs for Grandmas Marathon training are officially out of the way. Last Saturday and again this Saturday I did my long runs using the 10k Loop up in Tower. I reallyIMG_0844 like doing my long runs on the 10k loop because I pass by my truck every 6.5 miles. This offers a nice safety net so that If something were to go wrong, I am only 3.25 miles from the truck at most. It also makes a good water stop since I can just leave water bottles in the back of the truck and grab each time I make a full loop.  The route is on a paved bike path for most of the way and winds through some very scenic forest. I begin in the City of Tower, and then follow the bike path around past the Soudan Store and then out to McKinley Park where I then take the road along the lake to Hoodoo Point before once again picking up the bike trail to Tower, completing the loop.  The first of IMG_0751these long runs, (Saturday the 21st) I was hoping I would be able to run a full 26.2 miles. At first appearance it looked to be an absolute gorgeous summer day for running.  This was the very first bout of summer weather to hit the Northland and so I wasn’t really prepared well and was getting a late start. By the time I got started around 10:00, it was already 75 degrees and sunny with zero wind. My plan was to go run a minimum of 18 miles, but up to 26 miles if nothing hurt.  After starting out very slow, I averaged around a 10:45 pace for a little more then one loop. I was very careful to go even slower on the hills, makingIMG_0819 sure I kept my heart rate and breathing very low. The first loop felt very easy however somewhere on the second loop the Sun was really starting to get hot. The portions of trail shaded from the sun by giant Norway Pines was easy going. However, the stretch out around Hoodoo Point and back through Tower to Soudan was not shaded from the sun and really felt hot. On the third loop things really started to heat up and a little after mile 18, I decided to end the run. By then, I was feeling nausea’s and had chills all at the same time my body felt like it was burning up. By this time Heidi was with me as she had ridden her bike along to bring me some water, so I asked her if she would please ride back and grab the truck. WhilIMG_0839e Heidi rode back to the grab the truck, I stopped running walked about a mile while drinking down a water bottle.  The heat stroke symptoms worked themselves out quickly once I stopped running.  If not for the heat I’m pretty sure my body would have gone the entire distance of 26.2 but trying to push through the heat just didn’t seem smart.  Mondays 6.5-mile recovery run felt pretty easy and fast while Wednesday’s 6.5 mile intermediate run felt even easier and faster.  Both Tuesday and Thursday I did total body work outs at the gym with Toni, while Friday was a rest day. Finally, the day of my last long run in this training block arrived.  The weather this day was pretty opposite from the weather of the weekend prior. IMG_0840It was 56 degrees with a light steady rain that seemed to change from heavy mist, to light sprinkle, to light rain. This would be the first time I had run any distance in rain and I wasn’t really looking forward to it. However, once I was about five or six miles into the run, warmed up and feeling good, the rain really didn’t seem to be an issue and in fact seemed somewhat refreshing. The first 14-15 miles or so felt so easy that I couldn’t help but think about my progress while being amazed. The miles seemed to just effortlessly fly by. Not a single ace or pain was felt through my body at up till this point. But, by mile 16-17 my musclesIMG_0845 began to complain and then started to complain more and more with each step. By the time I hit mile 20 everything was pretty tight with lots of aches and pains in various muscles.  I stopped running a half mile from the truck or so and began to walk. Once I stopped running and started walking, my leg muscles seemed to fall apart, becoming painful just to walk on and they remained tight and sore right up till I made it home and started soaking in a bath full of Epsom salts. The bath and salts seemed to loosen them up pretty good and made most of the pain go away ending the last long run for this Marathon.  Now until the IMG_0848Marathon my mileage will taper down the next three weeks in preparation of Grandmas Marathon. My short runs will taper down about 25% a week, while my long run will consist of a 13 mile run next weekend, with a 6.5 mile run the weekend after, followed by Grandmas Marathon…

The training for Grandmas begins

Training for Grandmas Marathon has finally begun. Monday started off with a 5k speed run that I just did on the treadmill since it was cold and snow-covered outside.  I was very surprised  I was able to kick out 3.2 miles at 8.9 miles per hour after taking it easy for the last month as I recovered from my pacemaker replacement surgery.  It was actually faster than I would have been able to run at this time last year.   I left the gym feeling really good about kicking off the training schedule so strong.  The next day I went to the gym for my total body work out with Tony.  This was a little harder and I must admit I really felt the Pectoral Fly exercise since I shied away from using these muscles as they had been cut through to replace my ICD  the month before.  I left the gym feeling pretty good about the work out, but also knew I would have some muscle complaints the following day once the delayed onset of muscle soreness set in.  This Total Body Heavy workout consisted of:

High Step Ups                             (2×15)    each leg, BWO

  1. 1 leg machine press          (2×15)   160# each leg
  2. dead lift, power clean      (2×15)    115#
  3. Pulls downs                           (2×15)   50#
  4. Seated Rows                         (2×15)  85#
  5. Stiff Arm Pull Down         (2×15)   40#
  6. Military Press                      (2×15)   30# dumb bells
  7. Bicep Curls                            (2×15)   47.5#
  8. Triceps Push Downs         (2×15)  37.5#
  9. Chest Press                           (2×15)  40# dumbbells
  10. Incline Press                         (2×15) 35# dumbbells
  11. Dumbbell Fly’s                    (2×15)   20# dumbbells

Waking up the next morning, I wasn’t very surprised to find both my pecs and hamstrings were sore but I a long snowmobile ride with some friends planned so I was in a hurry to get my training schedule run for the day out of the way so I could go snowmobiling.  As soon as I work up, I threw on my running gear and headed out the door …without bothering to look at current weather conditions.  As I walked out I saw over two inches of fresh heavy snow had fallen during the night and was covering everything.  It was beautiful and great conditions for my planned snowmobile ride but not the best for an simple 7 mile run since heavy and wet snow makes for a slippery run.  It felt like I was running in sand and didn’t take long for my calves to start protesting and soon I could feel every muscle I worked the day before begin to complain. By the time I made the half way point and turned around (3.5 miles), I had very little energy left and some pretty angry and protesting muscles.  I was pushing pretty hard and for the amount of intensity I was experiencing I was very surprised my pace was much slower than expected.   According to a glance at my Garmin 220 Forerunner, I was only averaging around a 10 minute mile and normally that is very easy for me. Despite the fact I felt like I was running at race pace the reality was everything was happening in slow motion.  By the time I finished the run, the thought of snowmobiling wasn’t looking nearly before my body became a bucket of protesting noodles but turning down a snowmobile ride with friends isn’t something I would ever do.  So I took a quick shower, rested for  half hour while  I drank a giant green smoothie, and then headed out to the garage where I suited up and pulled out on my snow machine.  Once on the machine, I realized even more just how unhappy my legs where.  Normally I ride hard and fast and this requires me to be able to get on my feet fast to absorb the bigger bumps and jumps but going from a seated position to a standing position now was a lot of work!  I did my best to take it easy and hung with the pack for about 100 and some miles but still didn’t enjoy the really rough sections which I normally blow through much faster but overall it was a good ride. Once the sled was back in the garage, I was in the house sleeping like a baby within about 15 minutes and dreaming about my workout with Tony in the gym the next morning.

 

Thursday’s scheduled training was a Full Body/Light workout, and driving to the gym I was really wondering if I would get through it. I was felt really worked over at this point. I was now feeling  not only  Tuesdays gym session and Wednesdays run on fresh snow, but now the sled ride from yesterday was helping to make everything feel further fatigued and abused.  Upon arriving at the gym and telling Tony how tired I was, he tried to reassure me, explaining that a light full body workout was actually going to help my feel better. Once I warmed up and got started, it did feel better and I was able to get through the workout without issue, although I still felt sore and fatigued.  Here is what Thursdays Full Body workout consisted of.

Thursday’s workout, Total Body light

  1. Incline Machine Press                          (2×20) 65#
  2. Military Machine Press                       (2×20) 80#
  3. Machine Pulldowns                               (2×20) 95#
  4. Bicep Bar Curls                                        (2×20) 45# bar
  5. Triceps Bar Extensions                       (2×20) 45# bar
  6. Kettle Ball Squats                                  (2×20) 65# kettle ball
  7. Good Mornings                                       (2×20) 45# bar
  8. Stationary Lunges                                 (2×20) Body Weight Only
  9. Decline Sit Ups w/ball, Rotary       (2×20)

This workout wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be, and like Tony had said, some of the stuff actually seemed to make my sore muscles feel better.  The rest of the day I spent at work sitting behind my desk, so I felt pretty good by evening and was starting to get excited about snowmobiling  the following day.

Fridays are rest days on my training schedule, and since the snow conditions and trail conditions were so good I planned on using it to ride with some friends for a couple hundred miles down to the North Shore and back.  I was somewhat still tired from the last four days, but the first hundred miles or so I felt great and was able to really tear up the snow in the tight twisty bumpy sections leaving everyone in the dust.  But as the day went on the sled traffic got really heavy and the trails started to deteriorate along with my muscles. Little by little the hard riding and rough trails were wearing me down.  About that time I came into a corner a little too fast and couldn’t hold on to the corner, sending me and my machine deep into the woods. Other than a headache, broken helmet shield and a fat lip, I didn’t get very banged up but my machine was severely stuck and I could see I was going to get a good work out trying to retrieve it. Thankfully there was so much snow, that it softened the blow to my sled and so there wasn’t any damage.  After digging, pulling, yanking and digging some more, (fortunately now with the help of others that stopped to help), me and my machine were back on the trail leading the pack home.

Saturday was my first scheduled long run, and thankfully since it’s the beginning of the schedule, my first long run was only 10 miles. My wife and I decided to join the local running club a couple months back and today they were having a run with a few people doing 10 miles we decided to go meet all the runners in the club and tag along for the 10 mile run. I didn’t have anything that felt sore at this point, but I didn’t exactly feel like I had much energy either. I fell in behind a couple runners that were running a very steady nine minute pace. The sun was out, and this was the warmest day we have had here since spring. I was finally running on dry pavement, but was a little over dressed for the warmer temps. By mile 7 or 8, I once again could feel all the muscles that I beat up at the gym earlier in the week. I was still maintaining a 9 minute pace, but I felt like I was running with everything I could muster to maintain it. Normally I can hold that pace without issue, and for further than 10 miles. By the time I finished my run, I was looking forward to just resting and nothing more until I start all over again on Monday. The rest of Saturday and all day Sunday were well needed rest days and this time I used them just for that purpose, hoping to start the following week strong once again.